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Chapter 45 - Observing My Property

Elara’s POV

The morning sun filters through the heavy curtains in long, dusty ribbons of gold, painting the dark wood of Adrian’s room in a warmth that feels almost alien after the cold, sterile nightmare of yesterday.

For a moment, suspended in the haze of half-sleep, the world is quiet.

The air smells of clean linen and the lingering, grounding scent of cedar that I’ve come to associate with safety.

But the peace is a fragile thing.

As the fog of sleep clears, my mind immediately drifts to the one person who isn't here.

Miles.

I can almost see him—that small, brave boy huddled in some corner of a world I haven't reached yet, his eyes scanning the door, hoping his sister will finally find her way to him.

The guilt is a dull ache in my chest, a rhythmic thrumming that reminds me I failed to bring him home.

Beside me, the bed is a solid, radiating source of heat.

Adrian is awake; I can tell by the way his breathing has shifted from the deep, heavy rhythm of sleep to a more focused, conscious stillness. He doesn't move, doesn't speak, but his presence is an anchor pinning me to the mattress.

I try to shift, my muscles stiff and protesting as I attempt to sit up, but the moment I move, a heavy arm coils tighter around my waist.

Adrian doesn't let go. Instead, he shifts, burying his face into the crook of my neck, his stubble grazing my sensitive skin. He exhales a long, warm breath that sends a shiver down my spine, his nose brushing against my pulse point.

"Don’t leave," he mumbles, his voice thick with sleep and a raw, uncharacteristic vulnerability.

The command is stripped of its usual iron. It’s a plea, muffled against my skin, as if he’s afraid that if he opens his eyes and lets go, I’ll vanish into the morning mist again.

I still, my heart turning over at the sound of it.

This man—who dismantled an empire, who stood in a hail of gunfire without blinking—is begging me to stay in bed.

I turn my head slightly, my lips brushing against his forehead. A soft, sad smile touches my mouth as I reach back, my fingers tangling in the dark, messy silk of his hair.

"I will not," I whisper, the words a silent vow that settles between us in the quiet room.

Never again.

I sink back into the pillows, letting his weight claim me.

For a month, I thought running was the only way to save those I loved. But as Adrian’s heartbeat thuds steady and possessive against me, I realize that the only way to survive the war ahead is to stay exactly where I am.

In the arms of the man who will never stop finding me.


Adrian’s POV

The sunlight in this room usually feels like an intruder, a reminder of another day of cold calculations and war.

But today, with the gold light catching the dark flecks in Elara’s eyes, it feels like a benediction. I keep her tucked against me, her back flush against my chest, my arm a heavy, immovable bar across her stomach.

I’m not ready to let the world back in.

Not yet.

I shift slightly, my lips grazing the soft slope of her shoulder, tasting the salt and the lingering scent of my own soap on her skin. She stirs, a small, sleepy sound vibrating in her throat that makes my chest tighten with a savage sort of pride.

"You're staring," she murmurs, her voice like velvet and honey in the quiet room. She doesn't turn around, but I can hear the smile in her words.

"I’m observing my property," I rasp, my voice still rough from sleep. I move my hand, my fingers tracing the delicate line of her ribs, feeling the way her skin hitches under my touch. "Making sure you didn't sprout wings and fly out the window again while I was dreaming."

She lets out a soft, huffed laugh, finally turning in my arms to face me. Her hair is a chaotic halo against my white pillows, and she looks so breathtakingly undoing that it’s a struggle to keep my hands gentle.

"I think I’ve had enough of windows for one lifetime," she whispers. Her hand travels up, her fingers ghosting over the scar on my jaw—a map of a life she’s now irrevocably tied to. "Besides, I don't think you’d let me get very far."

"I’d have you back in this bed before you hit the tree line, Angel," I tease, though we both know the underlying truth is anything but a joke. I lean in, nipping lightly at her lower lip until she gasps. "And then I’d have to find a way to keep you busy enough that you’d never want to leave again."

"Oh? And how would you do that?" she challenges, her eyes sparking with a playful, shy fire.

I hum, the sound vibrating through both our bodies as I roll, pinning her beneath the weight of my frame. I prop myself up on my elbows, framing her face, my thumbs tracing the curve of her jaw.

"I have a few ideas," I murmur, my gaze dropping to her mouth. "A lot of them involves very little talking and a lot of... reclamation."

She blushes—that beautiful, sweeping heat I’ve missed for thirty days—and hides her face in the crook of my neck. I chuckle, the sound low and dark, and bury my face in her hair, breathing her in.

There are no maps on the bed today.

No encrypted files, no blood-stained uniforms, no talk of the father who wants her dead or the brother we still have to find. Today, there is only the rhythmic beat of her heart against mine and the quiet, domestic bliss of watching the shadows move across the floor.

I spend the afternoon claiming every inch of her with soft touches and lingering kisses, proving to both of us that she’s real. I tease her about her messy hair, and she teases me about my brooding silence, her laughter filling the corners of the room that used to be so cold.

"Adrian," she sighs later, her fingers tracing the ink on my arm as we lie tangled together.

"Hmm?"

"Thank you."

I stiffen for a second, then soften, pulling her closer until there isn't a millimeter of air between us. "Don't thank me for what’s mine, Elara. Just stay."

"I'm staying," she promises, her voice a soft, certain chime.

And for the first time in a month, the hollow ache in my chest finally starts to heal.

She’s home.

And as far as I’m concerned, the rest of the world can wait at the door until I’m damn well ready to let it back in.

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